Since my diapers are fairly industrious, I’ve seen pictures going around of how people have decorated their own. Once you’re done getting it fancied, cover the area in tape. It also helps with repositioning tabs, which is awesome because I understandably didn’t get this right the first try out. Seriously, it took a while to get myself situated.

But it was totally worth it! A, cute, right? B, that’s my first diaper there. It was everything I had hoped it would be. I just let myself really experience that for a while. I wouldn’t say I got used to the feeling of the bulk between my legs and the warmth of being extra padded there. But I got so that I wasn’t quite so nervous about what I was doing. I became at ease.

I relaxed and started watching Firefly, which I’m sure I’m the last person on Earth to start watching. Thank goodness I had my pacifier to suck during the scary parts!